i'm ready to make music. i'm ready to put myself out there. i'm ready to get a job, to make my own money, to save it and put it towards what it needs to be. i'm ready to get myself a drum set, a keyboard, something to mix and something to record on and put my words into sounds. i'm ready to do my best to stay alive in school, so that i can get where i need to be. i'm ready to do what i'm always talking about. i'm ready to be afraid, i'm ready to be confident. i'm ready to take people's shit and gather the strength to push through it. i'm ready to ignore what isn't important around me. i'm ready to stop depending on one thing, certain people, but only if i need to. i'm ready to buckle down. i'm fucking ready to get my life started.

somebody spit these words in my face and make me do this.